Monster Trying To Be A Lover
Sandy Bell
I'm sorry for what I said
I'm sorry for what I did
You know that I did try to hurt you
And maybe that's the worst part of it
I do not have an excuse
It just comes down to this
Maybe it's a glorified depiction of a homicide
You think you're using only words
Then you look into his eyes
And he's standing on the blood that thrives off the others
Who once were lovers and became monsters
Well, I'm a monster trying to be a lover
Just like a fallen king
I've hidden all of my golden rings
But I refuse to melt down my crown
It still means too much to me
But I would give it all to you
You know exactly what to do
You'll likely say that this is all a big distraction
Of the fact that these things are killing me
Maybe I'm an amplified confuser who's unqualified
To behave like the normals do
But I would stop the world for you
Protect you from the worn disguise of the others
Who once were lovers and became monsters
Well, I'm a monster trying to be a lover
Maybe it's alright that I'm a monster
Maybe it's alright that I'm a monster
Maybe it's alright that I'm a monster
Maybe it's alright, maybe it's alright
Maybe it's alright
Maybe
Maybe it's a glorified depiction of a homicide
You think you're using only words
Then you look into his eyes
And he's standing on the blood that thrives off the others
Who once were lovers and became monsters
Well, I'm a monster trying to be a lover