Message, Delivered From The Departed (feat. Audiotopia)
Mika Melatika
So, where's my happy end?
The one you promised me back then
I held on to your words I hoped were true
But now I'm sad again
Let's stop this play pretend
I feel the eyes that never ends
They sting your skin, their patience thin
I suffer for your (I don't think I can say this)
And it's not like I have nobody, but
Some days I question if you cared about me
Am I sick at heart? Am I too fucked up? (bad!)
Deluded from a fantasy
Preaching lies, seeking smiles
Keep it hidden and don't erupt
Just laugh away the thoughts of insecurities
(Okay, So, for this part I'm gonna say something cool, like)
(A cool quote and then you're gonna edit it, so that)
(It's gonna sound like an aesthetic lo-fi, uh, song)
(So, yeah, Can we do that? C-can we do that? I think?)
I can't get over it
Over all the little shit
I got so used to this soft abuse
I made excuses for your amusement
We had enough of this
The lying, waiting, dragging under
Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying motherfucker?
(Motherfucker, motherfucker
I should not have said that word, because I need to
Monetize my channel at one point)
Sumangga, mas udin!
(Pop off, udin!)
Janck 'I! 'ndi janji-janjimu?
(Ya bastard, I'm sick of your promises!)
Lambe, lambe lamis, 'mung nggawakake tangis, bengis
(All that sweet talks only hurts me, it angers me deeply)
Jaremu setia sampai mati? Alah, Tai!
(Said you will be there to the end of me, but didcha really?)
'Ra arep ngundang sliramu, tapi raimu!
(Yeah, fuck that, I'm done addressing you endearingly!)
I bathe in waterfalls of tears through the day and night
(Urip nandhang tangis, awan klawan wengi)
Nightmare I can't wake up from, no matter how I tried
(Ibarat wong ngimpi, aku kepingin tangi)
How long? Abot, Tobat nandhang lara
(Uwis? I can't, I can no more bear this pain)
Forgive my sin, duh romo, Ingsun kepingin moro
(Ngapunten, dear father, I think I'm leavin')
I can't get over it
Over all the little shit
I got so used to this soft abuse
I made excuses for your amusement
We had enough of this
The lying, waiting, dragging under
Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying
Whatever