I Just Wanna Be Sad
Mia Sayoko
It's okay to not be okay
I know that you wish you could help
But I, I need like a second to breathe
And be by myself at night
I don’t know what brought on the mood
I know I got good things surrounding me
Woke up and now everything's blue
And I couldn't tell you why
I’m supposed to say it's not that bad
Hold my breath and let the whole thing pass
I just wanna be sad for a minute
Say I'm not okay for a minute
Soak up the sky's rain while I'm in it
Let these tears fall 'til they finish
I just wanna be sad for a second
Sink into this bed for a second
Wrapped up in this weight like a blanket
I'll be okay by the weekend
I just wanna be sad
I just wanna be sad
Sad
I'll let myself circle the drain
I’ll cry ’til I'm numb on the shower floor
It’s fucked up but I like the way
It hurts when I'm left alone
Could lie and say it's not that bad
Hold my breath and let the whole thing pass
I just wanna be sad for a minute
Say I'm not okay for a minute
Soak up the sky’s rain while I'm in it
Let these tears fall 'til they finish
I just wanna be sad for a second
Sink into this bed for a second
Wrapped up in this weight like a blanket
I'll be okay by the weekend
I just wanna be sad, woah, oh
I just wanna be sad
(I just wanna be sad)
I just wanna be sad
Can't it be okay not to be okay?
Can't I just hide out and feel a way?
I just wanna be sad for a minute
Say I'm not okay for a minute
Soak up the sky's rain while I'm in it
Let these tears fall 'til they finish
I just wanna be sad for a second
Sink into this bed for a second
Wrapped up in this weight like a blanket
I'll be okay by the weekend
I just wanna be sad
I just wanna be sad
I just wanna be sad
I just wanna be sad