Sleeping With Anxiety
Maddy Hicks
3 in the morning and I
Don’t wanna be anymore
Can’t check your story
So I made one up
And sleep on the floor
It doesn’t make me feel any better
Hoping someone will wake me
If I dream you never met her
‘Cause it’s getting delusional
I play back everything that you said
Rewrite the narrative while
Hanging upside down off my bed
It doesn’t make me feel any better
But una starting to worry
That nothing will ever
Say what I started to
Back at the start with you
I should’ve known it was
Too son to give my heart to you
Wish you’d come lie with me
Instead of lie to me
You’re sleeping with her an I'm
Sleeping with anxiety
Sleeping with anxiety
Sleeping with anxiety
Sleeping with anxiety
Wake in panic
Cause I can’t remember how your voice sounds
Feel the planet spinning manic
As a merry-go-round
I know it’s crazy
This isn’t like me
But I search through my voicemail
Just to find one where you like me
And I know I could see you if I wanted to
We ended as friends
But if I see you with her
I’ll just feel this feelings again
I should be stronger
This isn’t like me
And I know the chance of telling you
This isn’t likely
But I say what I started to
Back at the start with you
I should’ve known it was
Too son to give my heart to you
Wish you’d come lie with me
Instead of lie to me
You’re sleeping with her an I'm
Sleeping with anxiety
Sleeping with anxiety
Sleeping with anxiety
Sleeping with anxiety
I wanna ply in aloof
I wanna tell you the truth
I'm sure your happy with her
But I don’t wanna see the proof
I hate that I wanna call
I hate that I care at all
You hurt me, so tell me
Why I feel this is my fault
I wanna ply in aloof
I wanna tell you the truth
I'm sure your happy with her
But I don’t wanna see the proof
I hate that I wanna call
I hate that I care at all
3am never ends
Yeah here we go again
Say what I started to
Back the start with you
I should’ve known it was
Too son to give my heart to you
Wish you’d come lie with me
Instead of lie to me
You’re sleeping with her and
I'm not sleeping, I
Say what I started to
Back the start with you
I should’ve known it was
Too son to give my heart to you
Wish you’d come lie with me
Instead of lie to me
You’re sleeping with her and I'm
Sleeping with anxiety
I'm sleeping with anxiety