Messy & Alive
LILA RIOT
Lipstick on my collarbone
Crying in the bathroom, phone on silent mode
I say I'm fine like it's a joke
But my heart's racing to a beat I chose
I'm not okay, but I'm breathing
Still broken, still believing
I'm messy and alive
Dancing through the bad nights
If I fall, I fall in glitter
I don't wanna be fixed, I wanna feel it
Yeah, I'm messy and alive
Hands up, tears collide
I survived another night
I'm messy and alive
Laughing with my demons close
We made peace, now we overdose
Every scar is neon light
Proof I made it through the fight
I'm messy and alive
Dancing through the bad nights
If I fall, I fall in glitter
I don't wanna be fixed, I wanna feel it
Yeah, I'm messy and alive
Don't save me
Just stay with me
I'm messy and alive
Still shining, still on fire