I've been called soul boy
I'm not
They've been callin' soul boy
Took another hit
Scotty just caught him a body
Fuck it, where the liq'? I'm gettin' drunk as shit
Soon as I heard this year, I just start cryin', my eye keep watery
I miss my kids, I bet they wonderin' where they father went
Might not be a minute 'fore I get the hell to par with him
Livin' in the ghetto, we were poor but we had fun
That money got me strugglin', I don't remember none of this when I had none
Right back at work, I'm in the closet tryna find my dad gun
I don't know for sure but I just thought that I won't be last one
We wildin' in juvenile, whole time I ain't even know I had a son
He ain't told me about it
I ain't even know
He ain't told me about it
Girl like her ain't out here wildin', why you ain't told me that I had a son?
Now I'm lookin' back at shit I did like: Yeah, that was dumb (yeah, that was dumb)
Some of the most stupidest stuff that a nigga did, it was off love
She want my baby but I told her don't put his hands on that woman
I tried to kill a nigga, got life for tryin' me and my big gun
Me and E, we was just goin' 100
When E bought my boys, we playin' beef, now I'm up some doors
Livin' in them bricks, he wasn't rich but I say I was spoiled
'Cause bein' a baby, I got away with shit when I ain't do chores
Mama, I'm sorry for trippin' on Christmas 'cause I ain't even get no toy
Now that I'm a man, I understand that life was really hard
Droppin' bars, thinkin' about all my niggas behind them bars
Nigga told on sight and he died on them bike, why niggas gettin' discharged?
My future bright, it's just a lot of darkness in my heart
I pray no smoke don't come my way 'cause I know I'm takin' way too far
Ain't no forgivin', I need my vengeance, please forgive me, Lord
That nigga keep beggin' for my attention, I'm sendin' him to you, God
Mama, I need you to stop believin' everything you see on blogs
Can't nobody say they know shit about me 'cause I be high way on Mars
Ain't fuck in so long she wanna go to court, that bitch done called the law
Say I'm doin' her wrong, I love my kids, feel like they took a spark
If I could do it all over, I'd be more selfish with my fuckin' time
Tryna bring niggas with me who ain't even wanna see me shine
Damn