White Noise
Joyner Lucas
I've been
Breaking the night, can't sleep
Rain tappin' all on my windows
But them sounds make peace
Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?
It'll distract me from the void and the things I can't see
Look (yeah, yeah)
Bring on over drive, and I might be going nuts (woo)
They don't understand my mind, but I don't think no one does (uh-huh)
Feelin' like my ankles tied (yeah), my legs is going numb (woo)
I been down a million times, but I won't be slowin' up (bah, bah, bah)
And now I'm divin', right off the deep end
What am I thinkin'? What is the reason?
Laying in bed, I'm closing my eyes
I'm staying awake and stare at the ceiling (yeah)
Scrollin' on my phone and look at TV, keeping myself from falling asleep
It's way too quiet, put on the fan and gimme some noise to quiet the demons (uh, uh)
My ADHD poppin' out (yeah)
If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now (yeah)
My thoughts, too loud
Hope the speakers drown it out (uh)
Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (it ain't my choice)
Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice)
Gotta down it out with some white noise, yeah (uh, uh, uh)
Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice (my choice)
Try to block it out but it's my voice (my voice)
Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah
I've been (ayy)
Breaking the night, can't sleep
Rain tappin' all on my windows
But them sounds make peace
Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?
It'll distract me from the void and the things I can't see (yuh)
Some nights when I'm by myself, I start to daydream (yeah)
Tryna think of something else, hopin' that can save me (uh)
Wanna get some therapy, maybe that'll change me
If you ever felt like me, maybe I ain't crazy (uh)
And I wanna drive right up off this cliff when I just get distracted (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Can't get in my vibe with a night like this, I just don't know what's happenin' (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Wanna take some meds but that shit 'bout to have my soul adapted (yeah, yeah)
I get in my head, and then see some shit you probably won't imagine (won't imagine)
Uh, my ADHD poppin' out
If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now
My thoughts, too loud
Hope the speakers drown it out
Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now
Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (it ain't my choice)
Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice)
Gotta down it out with some white noise, yeah (uh, uh, uh)
Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice (my choice)
Try to block it out but it's my voice (my voice)
Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah
Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (it ain't my choice)
Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice)
Gotta down it out with some white noise, yeah (yeah)