Mirror Lies
Joss Diaz
Scrolling through a perfect screen
Flawless smiles, a movie scene
I paint my face just like they do
But somehow I still don't feel true
I change my voice, I change my clothes
Try to fit into what they chose
But every time I play their part
I lose a piece of who I am inside my heart
Mirror, mirror, tell me lies
Say I'm not enough tonight
I see their lives, and I compare
Now I hate the way I wear my hair
I wish I looked like her or him
This endless race I'll never win
I'm drowning in their filtered skies
Caught in the web of mirror lies
They got gold where I got cracks
They get love, I get attacks
And even when I try my best
It never feels like I can rest
I hear their laughs, I see their fame
Why can't I just feel the same?
My worth is wrapped in pixel strings
Tied to likes and follows, fleeting things
Mirror, mirror, tell me lies
Say I'm not enough tonight
I see their lives, and I compare
Now I hate the way I wear my hair
I wish I looked like her or him
This endless race I'll never win
I'm drowning in their filtered skies
Caught in the web of mirror lies
I miss the me I used to know
Before the world told me to glow
Before the scales, the shame, the doubt
Before I learned to shut me out
But maybe one day I'll be free
Of needing them to validate me
Till then I breathe, I try, I cry
And face the mirror eye to eye