Now I Live In An Illusion
Jane Latorre
In my room, I find myself thinking of you
I count the hours, waiting for you to appear
To explain to me why you did this to me
When I tried so hard to be perfect in your eyes
What did I do to deserve this punishment?
I ask God, do I deserve to go through this
Suffering that only increases my pain?
I could leave right now
But all I need is your version
I was made a fool of out of nowhere
Used and abused as a second option
You broke my heart, playing with my feelings
I loved you intensely and
Now I live in an illusion
My tears of bitterness
Will not make me the winner
I will get up and rise again
Because you are a closed chapter
I forget and find other comfort
In your embraces, I felt safe
In your kisses, I conquered the purest joy
In the warmth of your body, an
Unbridled passion ignited
And I cry with longing, because I will no
Longer have that attachment
I was made a fool of out of nowhere
Used and abused as a second option
You broke my heart, playing with my feelings
I loved you intensely and
Now I live in an illusion
Ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh
And I soothe my throat
Swallowing dryly the saliva that disturbed me
Knowing that I will no longer have your love
Because you deceived me using my innocence
I want to believe that there is still some notion of what you want left in you
I know you found your happiness in the
Arms of another person
I hope that with her, you can feel good
And happy
Because if I was a game in your life
Simply let me go in peace
Don't worry! I'm fine!
Willing and ready for another stage
I understand that I have to overcome
What's left behind
To start over and learn to be accepted!
Oh, oh, oh
To be accepted!
Uh! Uh! Uh