How Anesthesia Works
Fukase Vocaloid
Can I teach you a way to ignore this pain?
The hole in your chest will be gone shortly
Forget anything they said
It's better to feel gone instead
The only thing I can think of right now
Is how to make myself null to this anger
This is something I'll regret
Yet I was told to love nonsense
Months keep flying
I'm still grieving
The world keeps turning without me there
People stare
I know I care but
Can't stop feeling like I'm not here
I can't handle this
There's too much to list
Why does the world keep spinning faster?
A needle pokes our veins
With it, there's no more pain
But even then, I'm feeling number
There's just no simple fix
There's just no way to live
We've left a way for our deaths to be cleaner
I had an awesome past before this mess
Then I turned away, just for a second
This is not what I wanted
But this will be all that I'll get
Months keep flying
I'm still grieving
The world keeps turning without me there
People stare
I know I care but
Can't stop feeling like I'm not here
I can't handle this
There's too much to list
Why does the world keep spinning faster?
How can I stop it all?
How can I slow it down?
Knowing I gave up everything dear
There's just no simple fix
There's just no way to live
We've left ourselves walk left undone