Every Now And Again
Fukase Vocaloid
Every now and again I wonder
Do you think of me?
I may or may not think of you
Just to keep my peace
I'm fine as I can be
And normally
Thinking of you
Only brings back the best of memories
But every now and again
I get something
Always something
Just something to remind me
About those times back then
Ah, I don't like thinking about this
But I know I have to face
Every rotten memory I have of you
To erase, erase, erase
I know we're both different now
And that we've matured and grown
But every now and again
I fall back into my ways
In all honesty
I hope we move on just fine
But for now, I'll be a mess
So, thank you for granting me my downward spiral, I guess
Those days are still so vivid
So fresh inside my mind
The anxiety comes back now
It's like clockwork, every time
I used to walk on eggshells everyday
Just to speak to you
To have those bitter insults hurled at me
I just didn't know what I'd do
Looking back now, I see more good than bad
But there's still some instances
That leave me thinking
So it was really that bad?
Every now and again
I get something
Always something
Just something to remind me
About those times back then
Ah, I don't like thinking about this
But I know I have to face
Every rotten memory I have of you
To erase, erase, erase
I know we're both different now
And we've matured and grown
But every now and again
I fall back into my ways
In all honesty
I hope we move on just fine
But for now, I'll be a mess
So, thank you for granting me my downward spiral, I guess
These days I feel alone
I've got few friends to call my own
I so enjoy your presence now
Because of how we've both changed
But I guess there's still work I need to do
Because I'm reminded of the past every single day
So let me get this out
And then I promise I'll move on
This'll be the last one, I swear
And then it'll all be gone
I know you don't like thinking about this
But we both have to face
Every rotten memory that we share
To erase, erase, erase
I know we're both different now
And we've matured and grown
And every now and again
We fall back into our ways
In all honesty
I know we'll move on just fine
So for now, I'm moving on
Like none of this ever happened