Laced in a pill
Breaking someone else's will
When you're breaking open
Evermore, forevermore you're
Born of sultry ends where I had the misfortune to be
Looking in the eyes of everything that came to break me
It's coming up to see
Behind the scenes a mockery
Deceiving endless properties
And telling me I'm made to be
Still, you've been thriving off this negativity
When you're crying out for free and begging for your privacy
That's when you'd identify it
That you're a hypocrite
Look me in my empty eyes and tell me it's legitimate
I've been waiting for this moment
Witness those final words when
That's when you'll see
That's it's best to leave it be
When there's nothing else to compromise
It's better just to recognize
There's nothing else to see here
Playing by the rules just to make them think they're part of me
I don't see the point in hoping one day that they'll change for my sake
Breaking open
Faking my devotion
Intentions unspoken
Everything is broken but you're-
Born of selfish ends where I had the misfortune to be
Shackled up in chains with an optic set of lies upon me
There's nothing else to see
In feeling animosity
While faking generosity
Destroying me of my own free will
You've been crying, using me as property
Behaving improperly and forcing me in poverty
That's when you refuse to hear it
That you're a narcissist
Look me in my blackened eyes and tell me we could coexist
Waking up in painful bondage
Dreading upcoming fondness
That's when you'll see
That their love was never free
That their sense of it is tainted
And their love of it is painted in a color that enables them
Playing house in hopes that they'll never seem to notice me
I don't see the point convincing deafened ears to change for my sake
Splitting open
Hiding my emotion
Intentions in motion
Showing your true colors just to
Play us by the strings just to make us think we're meant to be
Lying to my face and saying one day that you learned from mistakes
Your emotions
Hiding your corrosion
Implore false devotion
You've been getting off upon my pain and suffering again
You piece of
Laced in a pill
Breaking someone else's will
When your world has ended
Evermore, forevermore you're