Not my Friends
Fiona-Lee
It be so bad
To want to be held
By another man
Other than him
'Cause there's a space existing
Needs to be pursued
A joke on stage in Brighton
About daddy issues
And everybody cares so
With prospects looking good
Faith in manifesting
It's not unconditional
Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling
Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure
Of being everything
When you're not supposed to
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be alone
I wanted to be held
After the show
Scanned the room for options
But they're not my friends
Always crave connection
And now I understand
Why I let him inside me
When I really hated him
Needed to feel wanted
It's not about sex
Do as you please just hold me
And I'll forget the rest
Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling
Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure
Of being everything
When you're not supposed to
Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling of it
Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure
Of being everything
When you're not supposed to
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be alone
'Cause I can't bear the feeling
No I can't bear the feeling
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be alone
'Cause I can't bear the feeling
No I can't bear the feeling
Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling
Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure
Of being everything
When you're not supposed to