Dark Passed
FeiXeng Midori
I'm traumatized by things in my past
I can't forgive the people who destroyed me
My mind dominated all my feelings
I can't have friends or love
Loneliness became part of me
Fear became my friend
And Darkness became my shelter
If I had an opportunity to right all these wrongs
I wouldn't suffer so much in the future
Dark past that doesn't let me move forward
I can't do anything
There is nothing that can help me
I didn't choose to be here
They told me that I have a mission
My head is so tormented that only bad things happen in it
I can't think of good things
The world we are living in is so bad
And I shouldn't trust people so much
I shouldn't forgive anyone
What's the point of forgiving me
If I'm going to do the wrong thing again tomorrow?
In the past I didn't want anything too much
I just wanted to have friends
And there is no war with anyone
Now in the future
I see that you did me a favor
Thank you very much for showing me
That people are not worth a