Heartbeat
Eileen Alister
Don't know where you are, don't know who you're with
Did you block me out or do you reminisce?
Did you make it far? Are you loving it?
Do you still take more than there's to give?
I tried hard to not make it your fault
But you did what you did, and I blame you for it
Still got cuts, but you don't feel like salt
Had to get rid of it, I think I'm over it
Do you give a damn? Do you give a few?
If I leave this party with someone new
Godspeed
You're no longer the pace of my heartbeat
I'm not missing a piece, I feel complete
The world you shattered, it still spins
Think that's the happiest I've ever been
High speed
Now I kiss someone new in the backseat
I turned blue for some time, but I still breathe
The world you shattered, it still spins
Think that's the happiest I've ever been
You've barely crossed my mind, I think that's a debut
Am I on yours when you down a few?
And the years pass by, I met someone new
He loves me like you never wanted to
And I swear that I tried to forgive
But you did what you did, I still blame you for it
Gave you more than I had to give
But it is what it is, am I someone you miss?
Think I'm me again, it's over and out
That took a while to say out loud (oh)
Godspeed
You're no longer the pace of my heartbeat
I'm not missing a piece, I feel complete
The world you shattered, it still spins
Think that's the happiest I've ever been
High speed
Now I kiss someone new in the backseat
I turned blue for some time, but I still breathe
The world you shattered, it still spins
Think that's the happiest I've ever been
You ripped me into pieces till I was just collateral
Damage of your past, made it last, planned the funeral
I buried all the years, wasted here till it felt radical
I stuck out the pain till it was gone or just bearable
And I overstayed my welcome because I'm the worst at leaving
All the pain was stacking up till it almost touched the ceiling
But I bet you're somewhere out there, with all your patterns repeating
Please, do it far away from me, I'm finally healing
Godspeed
You're no longer the pace of my heartbeat
I'm not missing a piece, I feel complete
The world you shattered, it still spins
Think that's the happiest I've ever been
High speed
Now I kiss someone new in the backseat
I turned blue for some time, but I still breathe
The world you shattered, it still spins
Think that's the happiest I've ever been