小夜子 (sayoko) (Jazz Version)
Arutomako
There is nothing left to take
But I still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down
Yet I can't seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine
Nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now I'm alive
Now my phone is set on lock
And I don't really care
There's a tangle and a
Knot that I cannot repair
I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly
I'm trying to hide
I say: Hello
Then wave: Goodbye
See me fall down, let me die here
Slowly
Nothing goes right, not a trace
Of honesty
I'm to blame, so I'll remain
Black, white, day, night
It's all the same
See it run down, cut away, no worries
Say no more, I can surely say
That I've had enough
I still refuse to believe
Every day would be the same
Nothing more; little change
If I cared, it would mean nothing
It's all such a pain
Friendly bonds are so unneeded
I don't give a damn
A busy life, is what I am
Could it be, that family
Was a way of escape?
Didn't know if it was
Right, so I threw it away
Couldn't take it anymore
I had taken enough
So then I hid my need for love
Lay me right down, let me sleep
I'm restless
Cover my eyes, when I'm up
I'll finally
Fade away
Here
Today
Give me a reason, then I'll stay
If I could fly, if for only a moment
There wouldn't be, such a need
For casualty. I'm alone
And that is how it'll be
Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know
Keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die
See me fall down, let me die here
Slowly
Nothing goes right. Not a trace
Of honesty
I'm to blame, so I'll remain
Black, white, day, night
It's all the same
See it run down, cut away, no worries
Say no more, I can surely say that
I've had enough
I can't remember
That very day, that very day, changed me
Happiness died, like a light, I carried
I'll sleep tonight
And hope to finally leave
A world which I don't believe
A life which I don't need
Now, I'll finally be free