Bittersweet
Alessi Rose
Last night I saw you as the victim in the fridge light
I wondered what I'd say to you in this life
'Cause my mind tends to veer toward the dark side
Where I think I did you wrong
On a screen you look happy
Who am I to stay?
'Cause I got what I wanted
And for you nothing changed
And I know you're not lonely but I am today
Maybe I should call you up 'cause
Sometimes I dream about you
Don't know what it means
I can't erase you I feel like a fucking freak
I get defensive like you mean something to me
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm in between, I'm Bittersweet
Bittersweet, ah
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm in between, I'm Bittersweet
Just talk to me
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm Bittersweet
And now I hesitate every bar I pass by
Autopsied our final words like ten times
When I cut my losses, left you at that roadside
Where I said I can't go on
I called it, I couldn't be out of the loop
Now we're strangers, we left and the buttons went blue
And I wish we could talk now, It's too far removed from them
Still think I'm gonna call you up 'cause
Sometimes, I dream about you, don't know what it means
I can't erase you, I feel like a fucking freak
I get defensive like you mean something to me
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm in between, I'm bittersweet
Bittersweet, ah-ah
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm in between, I'm bittersweet
Bittersweet
Just talk to me
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm bittersweet
Ah-ah, ah-ah
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm in between
Ah-ah, no, oh
I'm not happy, I'm not sad
I'm in between, I'm bittersweet