Vacancy
Sandia Chuang
I had rooms
Rooms I boarded up with trembling hands
But you walked in like they were yours
Like I was yours
Oh
I was yours
No
But you walked in
Did you ever mean to stay
Or were you counting down
Waiting for me to fall apart?
I screamed
And stared at my phone
My eyes begging you
Please
(Please don't leave)
But you looked through me
Like I was never even there
You said it
Like it didn't rip me in half
And no one stayed
No one even closed the door behind you
Oh, oh
I kept your voice
Hidden in the folds of my sleep
You were like blood swirling in bathwater
I swore I could be enough
I held my breath
I held my heart out
You said it
Like it didn't rip me in half
And no one stayed
No one even closed the door behind you
Oh, oh
Like I was never even there
Oh