God is Dead (And I Killed Him)
Rhyan Gomez
Prayed every night, got nothing but silence
Church doors closed while I was drowning in violence
They said: God has a plan, but the plan was my pain
So I took the fucking knife and drove it through his name
No heaven, no hell, just the void in my chest
I'm done begging for mercy from a God who never blessed
God is dead, and I killed him with my hands
Watched him bleed while I finally learned to stand
No more heaven, no more hell, only me
I am my own savior, fucking set me free
They told me I was born in sin, destined to burn
But the real sin was the love I never got in return
Priests in white collars, fingers on the young
Now I spit on the altar and I bite my tongue
No heaven, no hell, just the void in my chest
I'm done begging for mercy from a God who never blessed
God is dead, and I killed him with my hands
Watched him bleed while I finally learned to stand
No more heaven, no more hell, only me
I am my own savior, fucking set me free
Where were you when I cried? Where were you when I broke?
Where were you when the darkness swallowed all my hope?
I waited, I prayed, I bled, I died inside
Now I rise from the grave with your blood on my mind
God is dead, and I killed him with my hands
Watched him bleed while I finally learned to stand
No more heaven, no more hell, only me
I am my own savior, fucking set me free
Set me free, set me free
God is fucking dead
God is dead
And I'm still breathing
I killed him
So I can live