Without You Here
My Deepest Enigma
Ev'ry day since the beginning
Without fail you have been there
Sometimes I have this grieving feeling
Is life to be unfair
Some nights I hear the whispers
That crawling from my ears
Seep thoughts, waste hope and
Light up all of my fears
The thought of losing you
It haunts me every night
Who would I be, what would I do
Without you by my side
Should these weak walls crumble down
They would bury me alive
Could bring me to the edge
What would I do, what would I-
And now I close my eyes
Thoughts of emptiness
I can't go on without you here
To protect me to guide me
To save me from myself
The end is closer
And I'm scared
To look away and find
You're not there
Don't give in to the feeling
Don't think of what's not yet
No reason to keep furthering
Dragging the feeling that
Distracts me from the world
That thickens the fog
It grows
Takes over me, and I can't breathe
The thought of losing
Haunts me like a curse
I try not to look, but
The pull is too strong
If I stand still and look
Let it take me
Would I drift to the edge
What will I find, what will I-
And now I close my eyes
Thoughts of emptiness
I can't go on without you here
To protect me to guide me
To save me from myself
The end is closer
And I'm scared
To look away and find
You're not there
The thought of losing myself doesn't bother me
What bothers me is the feeling I could
Wake up one day and find
Everything is gone, everyone is gone
And I'm falling down, falling down
Falling into darkness
But like a coin has two sides
And every wrong has its right
Darkness is a consequence
Of the presence of light
I don't wanna lose that light
I keep it shining bright
But when the thin air takes me like a parasite
The light fades out of sight, so
The thought of losing myself doesn't bother me
What bothers me is the feeling I could
Wake up one day and find
Everything is gone, everyone is gone
And I'm falling down, falling down
Falling into darkness
But like a coin has two sides
And every wrong has its right
Darkness is a consequence
Of the presence of light
I don't wanna lose that light
I keep it shining bright
But when the thin air takes me like a parasite
The light fades out of sight, so
I can't go on without you here
To protect me to guide me
To save me from myself
The end is closer
And I'm scared
To look away and find
I can't go on
What bothers me is the feeling I could
Wake up one day and find
Everything is gone, everyone is gone
And I'm falling down, falling down
Falling into darkness
To save me from myself
What bothers me is the feeling I could
Wake up one day
Wake up-, wake up one day
I'm so scared
To look away and find
And find everything is gone, everyone is gone
And I'm falling down, falling down
Fa- falling, falling down, falling into darkness
You're not there