slowly die
Luke Lotus
I die slowly
I die slowly
I slowly die
I wake up with the weight on my chest
Memories I can’t forget, regrets I can’t confess
Every step feels heavier than the last
Like I'm chained to the shadows of my past
I smile so they won’t see the truth
But inside I'm just losing my youth
Piece by piece, I'm fading away
And I don’t know how much more I can take
I’ve been hiding behind my own eyes
Trying to bury the hurt inside
But the cracks keep breaking through
And I'm scared of what they’ll do
I slowly die
With every breath I take, I'm saying goodbye
These scars won’t heal, they just multiply
I'm a ghost in my own skin
Can’t remember where I’ve been
I slowly die
And no one sees it in my eyes
I die slowly
I die slowly
I slowly die
I’ve built walls so high they touch the sky
But they keep the light out, they keep me dry
From the warmth I used to feel before
Now it’s just cold hands and a locked door
I try to scream but no sound comes out
Just the echo of my doubt
And I'm trapped in this loop of pain
Like a song I can’t erase from my brain
I’ve been hiding behind my own eyes
Trying to bury the hurt inside
But the cracks keep breaking through
And I'm scared of what they’ll do
I slowly die
With every breath I take, I'm saying goodbye
These scars won’t heal, they just multiply
I'm a ghost in my own skin
Can’t remember where I’ve been
I slowly die
And no one sees it in my eyes
I die slowly
I die slowly
I slowly die
Maybe I'm too far gone to save
Maybe I’ve made my own grave
But a part of me still hopes somehow
Someone will pull me out right now
I slowly die
With every breath I take, I'm saying goodbye
These scars won’t heal, they just multiply
I'm a ghost in my own skin
Can’t remember where I’ve been
I slowly die
But I wish I knew how to live again
I die slowly
I die slowly
I slowly die
Ain't what all I need
I should know
(I'd die slowly, I'd slowly die, slowly die)
Ain't what all I need
I should know
(I'd slowly die, I'd slowly die, I'd slowly die)
(I'd slowly die, I'd die slowly)
Ain't what all I need
I should have known
(I'd slowly die, I'd slowly die, I'd slowly die)
(I'd slowly, slowly, slowly die)