Numb
Luke Lotus
Ah-ah-ah
Oh-oh
Ah-ah
Oh-oh
I'm tired of shaping myself to their design
Living like a shadow of a life that isn't mine
Every word they throw just pulls me further down
Like I'm trapped inside a storm I can't outrun
I don't know what they expect from me tonight
Every step feels like I'm losing one more fight
All the pressure building louder in my chest
Trying to turn me into someone else instead
(Sinking under the surface, breathing without air)
Every step I take feels like a silent tear
(Sinking under the surface, lost in empty air)
I'm trying to rebuild myself again
I feel so numb, like the world can't reach inside me
Everything is spinning and I can't think clearly
I'm drifting out like pluto in the dark
All I ever wanted from the start
Was to be more me and less of you
But it's driving me out of my mind
Can't you see the weight you're putting on my soul?
Every expectation taking all control
I'm suffocating slowly in your perfect plan
Like I was never meant to be the person that I am
Everything you thought you'd build inside of me
Falls apart the moment that I try to breathe
Now the truth is standing right before your eyes
I'm not the version you designed
(Sinking under the surface, breathing without air)
Every step I take feels like a silent tear
(Sinking under the surface, lost in empty air)
I'm trying to rebuild myself again
I feel so numb, like the world can't reach inside me
Everything is spinning and I can't think clearly
I'm drifting out like pluto in the dark
All I ever wanted from the start
Was to be more me and less of you
But it's driving me out of my mind
Maybe silence is the only way to heal
Maybe distance is the only thing that's real
If I disappear inside this endless night
At least I'll know I'm finally living my own life
(Life)
(Life)
Sinking under the surface, breathing without air
Every step I take feels like a silent tear
Sinking under the surface, lost in empty air
I'm trying to rebuild myself again (again, again)
I feel so numb, like the world can't reach inside me (oh, yeah-yeah)
Everything is spinning and I can't think clearly (yeah, yeah yeah)
I'm drifting out like pluto in the dark
All I ever wanted from the start
Was to be more me and less of you
But it's driving me out of my mind
Ah-ah-ah
Oh-oh
Ah-ah
Oh-oh