i wish i wanted you
Luke Lotus
I took all our pictures off the walls
Your heart is drifting further and further apart
Hoping life won't bring you any more pain
I'm reminiscing about my memories
I try to rewrite my life
But no matter how hard I try (hum)
And no matter how much I want to (hum)
And no matter how easy things could be if I did
And no matter how much I'm guilty, I still feel like saying this
I wish I wanted you more
I wish this wasn't true
I wish it wasn't worse for you
I wish you weren't worse for me
Yeah, I wish I wanted you more
Our shadows are loose in the room
Just two different endings
You learn to fix it and I learn to stay in one place
So close (so close) and yet so far (so far)
If only we knew that from the start
But no matter how hard I try (hum)
And no matter how much I want to (hum)
And no matter how easy things could be if I did that
And no matter how guilty I am, I still feel sorry to say this
I wish I wanted you more
I wish that wasn't true
I wish it wasn't worse for you
I wish you weren't worse for me
Yes, I wish I wanted you more